Stuck In The Past

I'm seeing old photos

Of a remote past

I remember all

Like if I'm still living that,

And when I see your face

My heart beats faster

And in one moment

You disturb my feelings,

We never united

But I feel your hands

Surrounding my body.

And you usurp places,

Very important places

And I cannot try to stop you

Because something in me don't let me,

And in my dreams

I see your face

And when I'm awake

You are my first thinking,

I never tasted your lips

But in my dreams

They turn into my sins.

And then

It's when the why is back,

Why did you go?

Why did I try?

And the tears are back

Because I want to advance

But your essence

Doesn't let me.

Because I'm stuck in the past

And I still don't understand

Because if you never gave me your heart

So, why am I still dreaming?

I hate you,

And for that, I hate you,

Although I don't want more hate

Because I've lost again

And if it was that what you want

Here you got,

Just tell me

What should I make?

Chapter I: Whatever