Perfect Decision

What a wrong I have been

Looking for love in neon lights

I’ve decided just listen

The stars that today talk to me

Mistreated, humiliated and rejected

I always have been and I always will be,

Destroyed, mistaking and depressed

Have been my love and my heart which I save.

I don’t want to hear your reviews

Of how it is or how it should,

Close my eyes and open the way

Because in my heart you will be

It’s incredible and complicated

And you enclose me in this universe

But if something is true in all of this

It’s that I know loving like no one else

Mistreated for a vanity heart,

Humiliated for a spirit no compassion,

And I still try and try

But I didn’t achieve a grain of love

Rejected for my condition and stratum

Destroyed for the opposition of the world

And I was wrong, all time along

But this time, but this world…

I’m so sorry but I don’t want love

This is my perfect decision

But you come in this second

And you're my perfect decision

Book I: Yin Yang

Chapter I: My Heart Is Dead